PART 3
Garland stared at him.
“Thank you,” he managed.
The man turned toward me and kissed my cheek.
“Hello, Mama.”
That one word changed the entire room.
Mama.
Garland’s eyes moved back to me.
“Who is that?”
I smiled.
“That’s David.”
David extended his hand.
“David Carter. Nice to meet you, sir.”
Garland shook it, though his fingers seemed to have forgotten what they were supposed to do.
Another man stepped forward.
“Hi, Mama. Sorry we’re a little late. Traffic was terrible.”
“You’re right on time, Michael.”
He hugged me.
Then came Rebecca, my oldest girl, who had driven all the way from Memphis with her husband and their daughter.
Then Samuel, who had flown in from Nashville.
Then Thomas, who had brought his wife and two children.
And finally, little Evelyn, the youngest of the grandchildren, who was holding a drawing she’d made for me.
Eleven people.
Eleven people who had answered my phone calls.
Eleven people who had spent years calling me Mama, Grandma, and sometimes, when they wanted something, the most important woman in the world.
I looked at Garland.
“These are my children.”
Bonnie let out a little laugh.
“Your children?”
“Yes.”
“But you couldn’t have children.”
There it was.
The sentence she’d probably been waiting forty-two years to say.
I looked at her carefully.
“You’re right. I couldn’t give birth to them.”
The room became very quiet.
“But I raised them.”
I could see people beginning to exchange looks.
Garland pulled a chair away from the table.
“Della, I don’t understand.”
“I know.”
He looked at the children standing around me.
“How many?”
“Five,” I answered. “Five children. Six grandchildren. And one wonderful son-in-law who’s been helping me with my garden because he says I shouldn’t be lifting heavy things at my age.”
“Five?” Garland repeated.
“Five.”
He looked confused.
“But I thought…”
“You thought I couldn’t be a mother.”
I let that sentence sit between us.
Then I smiled at the little girl holding the drawing.
“Come here, sweetheart.”
Evelyn walked over and handed it to me.
It was a picture of a house with a red roof. There were twelve stick figures in front of it, all holding hands.
At the top, she’d written:
OUR FAMILY.
I kissed her forehead.
“Thank you, baby.”
Garland watched us.
His expression had changed.
I couldn’t tell whether it was surprise, embarrassment, or something else.
Bonnie, however, wasn’t finished.
“Well, this is certainly unexpected,” she said. “Garland never mentioned that you had a family.”
I turned toward her.
“That’s because he hasn’t spoken to me since 1984.”
She blinked.
Garland lowered his eyes.
I could hear the microphone humming near the birthday cake.
Somebody at the back of the hall coughed.
I wasn’t there to ruin a birthday party. I hadn’t driven two hours to scream at an old man in front of his grandchildren.
I’d had forty-two years to learn that anger was a heavy thing to carry.
But I also wasn’t going to pretend the past hadn’t happened.
David pulled a chair out for me.
“Sit down, Mama.”
I sat.
The children arranged themselves around me, just as they always did at Thanksgiving.
And that was when Garland finally asked the question.
“Della, how did all this happen?”
I folded my hands on the table.
“It started with a phone call.”
It was 1985.
I was twenty-four years old, divorced, and living in a little rented house outside Indianola.
My bus-driving job paid enough to keep the lights on, but not much more.
I had a secondhand sofa, a kitchen table with one uneven leg, and a refrigerator that made a terrible noise every time it started.
I wasn’t looking to become anybody’s mother.
I was simply trying to put my life back together.
One afternoon, a woman from the county called.
Her name was Mrs. Wilkins.
She worked with children who needed temporary homes.
She knew I was a school bus driver. She knew I had a spare bedroom. And she knew I’d recently gone through a divorce.
“Miss Della,” she said, “we have a little boy who needs somewhere safe to stay. Just for a while.”
“How old?”
“Six.”
“Does he have family?”
She paused.
“His mother isn’t able to care for him right now. His father is unknown.”
I looked down at my hands.
“What’s his name?”
“David.”
I didn’t know then that one phone call would change everything.
David arrived on a rainy Thursday afternoon with a plastic grocery bag containing two shirts, a pair of trousers, and a toy truck missing one wheel.
He didn’t speak much.
He stood in my doorway with his coat hanging off his shoulders.
“Hello, David,” I said.
He looked at the floor.
“Are you hungry?”
He shrugged.
I made him grilled cheese sandwiches.
He ate one and put half the other in his pocket.
I pretended not to notice.
That night, when I tucked him into bed, he asked me something I still remember.
“Do I have to leave tomorrow?”
“No, sweetheart.”
“What about next week?”
“Not unless we find somewhere better for you.”
He thought about that.
Then he asked the question that broke my heart.
“Can I stay until somebody wants me?”
I sat on the edge of his bed.
“David, you don’t have to earn a place in this house.”
He looked at me for a long time.
Then he turned toward the wall and cried quietly.
I stayed beside him until he fell asleep.
Three months later, the county asked whether I would consider becoming his permanent foster mother.
I said yes.
A year later, after all the paperwork and court hearings, I adopted him.
I was twenty-five years old.
And for the first time in my life, someone called me Mama.
Not because I had given birth.
Not because I had married somebody.
But because a little boy who had been passed from one place to another finally had somewhere to belong.
David was the beginning.
Michael came three years later.
His mother had died, and his father was serving time in prison. He was eight years old and had a habit of sleeping with his shoes on because he was afraid somebody would take him somewhere while he slept.
Rebecca came after that.
She was nine when she arrived, angry at the world and convinced every adult eventually left.
Samuel was only four.
And Thomas, my youngest, was three when he came into my life.
Five children.
Five different stories.
Five little hearts that needed somewhere safe to land.
I didn’t have a perfect house.
I didn’t have much money.
But I had a kitchen table, a refrigerator full of groceries, and a heart that had learned how much love could fit inside it.
I worked long hours.
I drove the school bus in the mornings and afternoons. I picked up extra work during the summer. Ernestine helped me with the children whenever she could.
There were nights I cried because I couldn’t afford new shoes for everybody.
There were Christmas mornings when the presents were small.
But there was always food.
There were always birthday cakes.
And nobody ever had to wonder whether they were wanted.
Back in the VFW hall, Garland was still staring at me.
“You adopted all five?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“All of them?”
I nodded.
Bonnie folded her arms.
“That’s very generous, I suppose.”
I looked at her.
“Generous?”
She smiled awkwardly.
“Well, taking in children who aren’t yours…”
David put down his glass.
“Ma’am, she didn’t take us in because she felt sorry for us.”
Bonnie turned toward him.
“Excuse me?”
David kept his voice calm.
“She became our mother because she loved us. There’s a difference.”
Michael nodded.
“She was there when I broke my arm. She was there when I graduated. She was there when I got married. She was there when my first child was born.”
Rebecca added, “She sat beside me in the hospital for three nights when I had surgery. She didn’t go home once.”
Samuel smiled.
“She also embarrassed me at my high school graduation by cheering louder than everybody else.”
That earned a laugh.
Even I laughed.
Thomas leaned over and kissed my forehead.
“And she still calls me every Sunday to ask whether I’ve eaten.”
