“I’m worried about you,” she said.
That was Melissa’s special voice whenever she wanted something from her brother—gentle, injured, concerned.
I was draining the asparagus when I heard her continue.
“Rachel ordered three packages this month. You work constantly, and she just keeps spending.”
The packages contained prenatal vitamins, loose-fitting jeans, and a pregnancy book.
Every one of them had been paid for from my own personal account.
Grant appeared in the kitchen with his tie loosened.
“What did you buy?”
I looked at him.
“Things I needed.”
“Three boxes of things you needed?”
“They were personal items.”
Melissa laughed from the living room.
“What is she doing? Preparing to announce another emergency so you’ll feel guilty?”
No one laughed with her.
But no one told her to stop, either.
Diane gave me the patronizing smile she used so often.
“Rachel, sweetheart, nobody is accusing you. We’re simply saying Grant supports a lot of people. We all need to be mindful.”
That nearly made me laugh.
Grant wasn’t supporting those people.
I was.
For the past three years, I had been paying Tyler’s private-school tuition because Melissa was always supposedly “between opportunities.”
Fourteen thousand dollars a year.
I had covered several of Melissa’s insurance premiums.
Twice, I had paid for repairs to Diane’s car.
I routinely bought enough weekend groceries to somehow feed Grant’s entire family.
Every time Grant promised that he would “sort things out later,” I quietly stepped in because I hated confrontation and believed that helping was simply part of being married.
But later never arrived.
Over time, I had turned into the person who solved every problem before anyone else had to experience discomfort.
And somehow, I was now the irresponsible spender.
Grant sat down, sliced into the roast, and after a while said, “Maybe we should separate your spending from the family budget.”
“That’s fine.”
His eyes flicked toward Melissa.
Only for a second.
But I noticed.
Then he put down his fork.
“Actually, maybe we need to talk about whether this whole arrangement is working.”
The room suddenly felt smaller.
Even Tyler stopped chewing.
Then Grant said the word.