Still, Parker loved his mother.
And Dustin loved the country house.
So when Alana said she wanted to spend more time with him, I tried to believe it was a good sign.
My sister-in-law Ellie and her nine-year-old son, Mason, were staying there too.
I stocked both refrigerators before leaving.
Chicken.
Ground beef.
Sandwich meat.
Cheese.
Fresh fruit.
Yogurt.
Vegetables.
Juice.
Milk.
Snacks.
Ice cream.
I even bought chocolates because Mason and Dustin both liked the same caramel-filled kind.
I left grocery money in an envelope in the kitchen drawer.
There was enough food for everyone.
Which was why the scene in the dining room made no sense.
Alana sat at the table beside Ellie and Mason.
Their plates were full.
Fried chicken.
Rice.
Dinner rolls.
Cheese.
Corn.
And on a small dish between Mason and Ellie were the chocolates I had specifically bought for both boys.
Dustin was nowhere near the table.
He was sitting alone in an old armchair beside the window.
His head was lowered.
In his hands was a small plastic plate.
One plain boiled potato had been cut in half.
Nothing else.
No chicken.
No vegetables.
No bread.
Not even butter.
When Dustin noticed me, his eyes widened.
But he didn’t jump up.
He didn’t smile.
Instead, he quickly moved the plate behind his back.
Like he was ashamed.
That was the moment something inside me changed.
Not because my son had been given a potato.
Because someone had made him believe he needed to hide it.
Alana stood quickly.
“Clarissa!”
Her expression changed almost instantly.
“We weren’t expecting you.”
Clearly.
I lowered the grocery bags onto the floor.
“Why didn’t you call?” she asked brightly. “We would’ve helped you carry everything.”
Ellie quietly placed her phone on the table.
I noticed it only because the screen was glowing.
Mason kept eating.
He wouldn’t look at me.
I walked across the room and knelt beside Dustin.
“What happened?”
He glanced toward his grandmother before answering.
That tiny movement told me more than his words eventually would.
“Grandma said I had to eat over here.”
I picked up his plate.
“Why?”
Alana crossed her arms.
“He’s being disciplined.”
“For what?”
“He was running through the garden, touching things he shouldn’t, taking Mason’s toys, shouting, making noise all morning. He needs boundaries.”
Dustin shook his head.
“My ball rolled near the flowers, Mom. I went to get it. I didn’t break anything.”
“You stepped where I told you not to step,” Alana snapped.
He shrank into the chair.
Then he whispered, “Grandma said I was making everybody uncomfortable and shouldn’t sit with them.”
I looked at Alana.
She didn’t deny it.
Instead she scoffed.
“Listen to him. He always has a story.”
I looked at Mason.
“Was Mason disciplined too?”
Ellie laughed.
“My son knows how to behave.”
“Was he playing outside with Dustin?”
“That isn’t the point.”
“It is my question.”
Ellie leaned back.
“You work all the time, Clarissa. Mom is spending her summer helping you with Dustin. Maybe instead of criticizing everything, you should be grateful.”
I stared at her.
Two weeks earlier, Alana had practically begged for Dustin to stay.