Mom had died three years after Dad.

She never knew this letter existed.

At least, I didn’t think she did.

“This is for her.”

Brian nodded.

“Yes.”

“She’s gone.”

“I know.”

For several seconds, I just held it.

Then Brian said,

“They’re both gone, Ellen.”

I looked at him.

“You’re the one who’s here.”

He glanced toward the ceiling.

“And this house is yours now.”

After a long hesitation, I opened Mom’s letter.

It was shorter.

Dad told her about his diagnosis.

He explained that he had hidden it because he knew exactly what Mom would have done.

She would’ve reorganized her entire life around taking care of him.

He didn’t want that.

He admitted it had been the wrong choice.

He didn’t ask her to forgive him.

Then he wrote that he had loved her completely, even when he had sometimes loved her badly.

And those mistakes did not mean the love itself had been false.

Then came another line I’ll never forget.

He wrote that the house was the best thing he had ever given her after me.

It had belonged to her mother.

Someday it would belong to me.

And whenever he built something, he built it for the people he loved.

Even when he didn’t know how to say it.

I folded the letter.

Then I turned to Brian.

“You had my envelope for six months.”

“I know.”

“You thought you were protecting me.”

“Yes.”

“From something you didn’t even know was inside.”

“Yes.”

“That was the wrong decision.”

“I know.”

He looked ashamed.

“I kept waiting for the right moment.”

“And it never came.”

“No.”

Then something occurred to me.

“Dad wrote about building things.”

Brian looked at me.

“He said he built things for people he loved.”

Brian nodded.

“You rebuilt our deck.”

“Yes.”

“You caught the roof problem before it leaked.”

“Yes.”

“And you opened that wall because you thought there might be something Dad had left for me.”

Brian looked down.

“Yes.”

“You wanted to find it before I did.”

“In case it was difficult.”

“You thought you could make it easier.”

“Yes.”

I exhaled.

“You should have told me.”

“I know.”

“I’m serious, Brian.”

“I know.”

“You don’t get to protect me by deciding what information I’m allowed to have.”

“I understand.”

“So next time?”

“I tell you.”

“Even if you think it will upset me.”

“Especially then.”

I nodded.

“And you’re fixing that wall.”

He almost smiled.

“Tomorrow.”

Later, I went upstairs to Maddie’s room.

She was sitting at her desk with homework open in front of her.

She clearly hadn’t done any of it.

“Mom?”

“Yes.”

“Did you find out what Dad was looking for?”

“Yes.”

“What was it?”

“Letters.”

“From who?”

“Your grandfather.”

She became quiet.

“The grandfather I never met?”

“Yes.”

“What did he say?”

“Things he couldn’t say while he was alive.”

Maddie thought about that.

“That’s sad.”

“Yes.”

Then she tilted her head.

“But also kind of good?”

I smiled.

“Yes.”

“Both?”

“Both.”

She waited.

“Was Dad wrong not to tell you?”

“Yes.”

“But he thought he was helping.”

“Yes.”

“What should he have done?”

“Told me.”

“Even if the truth might make you upset?”

“Especially then.”

Maddie looked thoughtful.

“That’s what I did.”

“Yes.”

“I told you even though Dad asked me not to.”

“Yes.”

“Because keeping it secret felt worse.”

“Yes.”

She smiled slightly.

“Then I did the right thing.”

“You did.”

“Even though it was hard.”

“Especially because it was hard.”

Then she asked,