“No.”
I felt something break inside me.
“Grandma…”
“She didn’t leave you.”
I leaned closer.
“What happened to her?”
Grandma’s eyes filled with tears.
“She discovered what Richard was doing.”
My heart pounded.
“And?”
“He made sure she couldn’t tell anyone.”
I couldn’t speak for several seconds.
“What does that mean?”
Grandma looked toward the door.
“Your mother wasn’t abandoning you.”
“Then where did she go?”
“She disappeared.”
“When?”
“You were eight.”
“I remember.”
I swallowed.
“Dad said she ran away with another man.”
“She didn’t.”
“He said she didn’t love me.”
Grandma’s lips trembled.
“She loved you more than anything.”
I felt tears burning my eyes.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Because your father threatened to take you away.”
“He already had me.”
“He threatened worse.”
I stood and walked toward the window.
For thirty-two years, I’d carried the belief that my mother had chosen to leave.
Every birthday.
Every Christmas.
Every school event.
Every time I watched other mothers hug their daughters.
I’d wondered what was wrong with me.
Why hadn’t I been enough?
Now Grandma was telling me the truth had been hidden.
“Is she alive?”
Grandma was silent.
I turned.
“Grandma.”
She looked at me.
“I don’t know.”
My chest tightened.
“You don’t know?”
“No.”
“But you said she disappeared.”
“She disappeared from our lives.”
“That’s not the same thing.”
“I know.”
She reached beneath her pillow.
Her fingers found something.
A small brass key.
She handed it to me.
“This opens the house.”
I took it.
“What about the red book?”
“You’ll find it in the library.”
“Where?”
“Behind your grandfather’s portrait.”
I stared at the key.
“Why can’t you come with me?”
She smiled sadly.
“Because, Claire, I’m tired.”
“No.”
“I’ve spent years protecting you.”
“You can rest after we fix this.”
She smiled.
“You’re already stronger than I was.”
I shook my head.
“I don’t feel strong.”
“You will.”
She leaned closer.
“And Claire?”
“Yes?”
“When you find the book, don’t take it to the police.”
I frowned.
“Why?”
“Because some of the people named inside it are still powerful.”
My stomach dropped.
“Then who do I take it to?”
Grandma looked directly at me.
“Someone your father believes is dead.”
That evening, I drove toward Colorado Springs.
I didn’t tell anyone.
Not Dad.
Not Marcus.
Not even Rosa.
I took only the backpack, the key, Grandma’s documents, and the five-million-dollar check.
The house stood at the end of a quiet road surrounded by tall pine trees.
It looked abandoned.
Dust covered the windows.
The front porch sagged.
But when I inserted the brass key into the lock, it turned smoothly.
I stepped inside.
The smell hit me immediately.
Old wood.
Dust.
And something faintly familiar.
My grandfather’s cologne.
I walked slowly through the hallway.